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.Tuesday, June 24, 2008 ' 9:54:00 PM Y

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Hello people! ;D
Muahahahaha,today,i shall be posting more of wad i m thinkin inside my head.
I'd juz be kinda true to you people anyway.
Its like i wanted to break first,but din manage to do so.
SHE said she ll hate me for breaking up through sms.
Coz breaking by sms is "insincere" =.=
I NEARLY SENT THE MSG OUT OKAY,sighs.
Long story,cut em short. Not good to noe too much ;X
I wished i could treat him juz like a normal classmate,but it seemed so hard,and its not becoz i still like him,its juz too many memories.
Looking at him is like Ohh.. and stuff,like flashbacks,somehow.
donch noe who reading dis would understand.
i hated the awkwardness,i tried getting it off,failed to.
I donch noe why,but anyway,the feelings gone,it DIDNT fade yesterday.
It was gone without me noticing it.
i m happy dat we broke,coz it didnt go well from the start,the relationship was very complicated,it din juz set off,it was really hard to pull through many things at first,i said this b4.
Still though,no regrets,i only feel more free without him. X)

I LOVE KIWI~!

only a few of you ppl noe who he is ;X
i donch noe how to explain the feeling.
Lets just say its love.
Too bad its impossible between us,so yah.
Sad uh,why impossible?coz kiwi likes someone else,or maybe hes attached,or maybe hes scared of having a relationship.go guess ;X

Good game,i wonder what it means when refering to real life.
Many many stuff happened today,juz dun feel like talking bout it.
It ll be too long a post to write ;X
I ONLY NOE THAT TODAY MR KU KP-ED ALOT.oh damn.
Sigh,isit becoz i m like not scared of him,he tries ways to like bully me or try making me sad in some way!?
tabulehtahan.still threaten shift me back to ms ellena de class.
When i dont practise,he says i can see the improvement.
Today,i did practice,he said i didnt.still say i cannot take diploma by next year de.make me so angry lor,din talk to him for the whole lesson.still ask if i m okay anot.
Wad man,i m gonna prove him wrong as in like SO WRONG OKAY.
CHIONGGGGGGGGG!

thats all people,the rest are juz secrets ;X
Cant write dem all out here,bu fang bian.
Many findings today,
ilovekiwi!Y

`Ymelmell##