.Monday, January 18, 2010 ' 5:36:00 PM Y
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Sigh,tuesday. the most tiring day of the week.
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i m so gonna die,2periods of chinese!!! D:
plus,2 periods of HUMANITIES.
SIDE BY SIDE NO BREAK.
got PE,got IS.
omg,IS.
wo si diao le.
TODAY VERY BORING. T.T
i still want to see someone.
WEICHYIHELPMEDOWNLOADSONGPLEASETHANKYOU.
.Sunday, January 17, 2010 ' 2:29:00 PM Y
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SIGH.
today i woke up at 11am.
i slept at 1.30am last night.
i smsed till i fell asleep, telling hwc 2 stories before i slept.
one is our story one is made up.
smsing till i fall asleep is quite normal right? okay,i slept at 1.30am.
i was halfway typing an sms when i woke up.it says don't want.
when i woke up and i checked my inbox,i read a message at 4.08am from hwc.
i dont rmb reading it.i already felt abit freaked out already.because the msg was a little weird i checked my sent messages.
and i had chills,wtf. i sent him a message at 4.06am saying " ): you owe me stuff"
WTF.
okay,until now i m still super freaked out.
what the shit is you owe me stuff.
anyway,i was so freaked out i told my mom about the "you owe me stuff"
she started laughing and everything.she said i was dreaming and i sent that message.
it still doesnt make sense to me lah okay!? argh -.-
never happened before ):
sigh,i ve been using the comp for the past 3 hours,getting a little bored.
going for class at 4.30pm. STILL GOT SO LONG MORE.
i bet the pig is still sleeping.
sigh.
I FEEL SIGH,i dunno what i m talking about. -.-
the idea of me having the low blood count thing,i dont know.i dont know why i'm not worried.
i think i m not scared of death.like,die then die la!
-.- i think i must cherish my life more man,wth.
not a good thought.
i miss you,but i keep telling myself not to because i'll ask you out.
NOOOOOOO,CANNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT.argh. dont think about it,mel.
i ll think of better things to do (:
.Saturday, January 16, 2010 ' 2:48:00 PM Y
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happy six months of loving each other.
i ll be sitting here,letting music fill my room with sound.
and feeling time pass.
i feel empty.
i wanted to practice but just couldnt play music.
i love you.when i looked at your downcast eyes,i couldnt help but feel guilty for saying whatever i said.
but its true,its for the good of both of us.
6 more days to go before we speak.
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It doesn't depend on me anymore,
whatever that will happen between us,
decision lies on you.
.Wednesday, January 13, 2010 ' 2:34:00 PM Y
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Yesterday, IHSS AND CHINESE NEARLY KILLED ME.
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after chinese it was lunch. so i walked from the 7th floor to 5th floor to get keys.
den from fifth floor had to walk to 9th floor den walk to fifth floor again. ARGH.
SO FAR.
anyway, practiced for 30 mins only. had my sandwich i brought after that (: YUM.
after that it was the music listening session. on the 9th floor,so had to walk up again. -.- anyway.
the comments were rather unexpected.kinda weird too.
i've never laughed over classical music o.o?
i was playing seriously, den suddenly i heard mr koh laugh den the whole class laughed.i tot i played wrongly or something -.-
nevermind.
ended early.
it was raining like crazy lah ):
but it suddenly stopped,didnt have to run or walk in the rain!
(:
went to bishan to meet wc den took cab to victoria theatre for the concert.
i didnt even see wenwen/ grace lah -.-
maybe i m abit blind or something.the dancing was awesome anyway. (:
went to clarke quay after that.
walked back and forth considering what to eat.then this woman kept asking,yao chi ma? 20% discount.den when we walked back to the other side and walked pass her,she asked the same thing but 10% discount.
LOL.
wth =.=
in the end we decided to buy mac and sat by the river to eat (:
muaha,super nice. (:
talked and talked,den went to walk around and walked through this alley. got prostitudes!
clarke quay + prostitudes doesnt really match but anyway,ya. i was super disgusted -.-
all these men ah,hais,tsktsktsk.
went back to the river that side on another spot. planned to sit only for 30 more mins.
but ended up talking for freaking long and forgot the time. LOL.
bought starbucks and walked to clarke quay mrt and caught the last train.
got on the last circle line train back too LOL.
very heng (:
didnt go to sch today,i'm sick!
parents not at home,sigh. BORED!
i'll think of something to do.maybe go practice or something.
.Sunday, January 10, 2010 ' 1:38:00 PM Y
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Everything seems fixed up now.
OMG,in 6 days i officially LOVEd him for 6 months.
(: time really seems to fly huh?
i really really REALLY hope they would give me the topic i want man.
i really only have 1 topic i wanna do.omgomgomgmogomgomg. T______T
why do weekends seem to pass so fast? ):
omg listening session on tuesday. i m so dead.
anyway,
yesterday,parents went to malaysia for wedding dinner.
so at 12,wc brought me to the clinic to get my full body check up results.
so its true that i have anemia but its still considered mild i guess.
OMG CANCER. =.=
and my cholesterol is good except for one which is good cholesterol.
super low leh,need to eat fish and exercise more. I HATE FISH. argh.
went to buy mac and da baoed home. HO WEI CHYI forced me to eat fillet o fish.
I WANTED TO EAT MAC SPICY.argh,stupid report.WHY MUST BE FISH OF ALL THINGS.
cant it be like ice cream or something? ((((((:
FAST FORWARD>>>>
wc came over and we watched movies (:
damaged and a few others.
had alot alot alot alot of fun LOL.
went to buy lunch for him at 4 plus because he was a lazy girl.
went out at 8pm to go to j8.ate at S11.
ate ban mian LOL,his first time eating (:
and the stall owner very rude leh,irritating.
i think the aljunied one nicer.miss it already ):
next time i m going to bring him there to eat it.we took 1 hour to finish eating. LOL.
went home to get the movies he left at my house.
went to the 24 hours opposite my house to buy milo and sat at the swing.
talk talk talk,watch him make funny faces making me laugh till i cannot breathe LOL.
after awhile went to the slide to lie down and accidentally fell asleep when having flashback of 6 months ago.
omg,alot of memories. LOL.
anyway,i just know me,and you, or me+you rather,is not a typical lame sch relationship.
HAHAHA,i love you girlfriend!
.Wednesday, January 6, 2010 ' 4:24:00 PM Y
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I'm starting to think in a way i never did.
I guess its the IRE preparation and everything in sch.
I'M STRESSED.
i m afraid i cannot get promoted this year. what if i dont!?
i'm sick and i lost my voice,i sound like crap.this sucks.
people are supposed to feel better after saying something they've wanted to say right?
why do i feel weird and insecure after doing so?
argh,what's wrong?am i really always at fault?
i m starting to have the feeling that every move i make is wrong.
i m starting to feel useless,its not that i m starting to feel useless.
i am useless aren't i.
i just hope even a useless person like me can fix things right now.
.Sunday, January 3, 2010 ' 4:17:00 PM Y
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OMG.holiday life is over.
when i went out this holiday i realised that there are more and more younger ah lians.
cannot stand them,they're like 12 or maybe even younger.
everything sisters for life and forever relationships last less than 2months.
they take less than 1 week to get a new boyfriend. i dont see the point.
they seem to be happy for 1 month,angry the other and cry the last week. like some sort of cycle.
wtf,i dunno whats wrong with me but i m just starting to open my eyes bigger and see whats around me.
i must work hard this year,make my own decisions and not get influenced or distracted.
I PLEDGE TO WORK HARD NO MATTER WHAT.
wtf is love die you? doesnt make sense.
have loads of pictures to post anyway,will upload on another day.
BYE.
