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.Tuesday, August 12, 2008 ' 11:30:00 PM Y

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HELLO PEOPLE.
i guess, the first few hours of today,tuesday's arts fest sucked.
BUT after dinner,i felt....happy.
i felt friendship,i donch noe why,but i felt like people understood me more.
I THOUGHT PEOPLE KNEW JUSTICE,not only siding the people dey like. ;o
[yay]
and everything after dinner went and rocked on! ;D
Cant rmb wad i did dis week except for eatting nihon musa for the forth time ;D

LETS TALK ABOUT MY THOUGHTS BOUT THE DAMN PERSON? ;D
i m really sorry,but i m just gonna blurt out my honest thoughts about you.
from the first time last term dat i knew you were backstabbing me,do you know what i was actually thinking?
you might think i d be thinking like how YOU would think,"oh i muz get back at her". do you know dat i actually thought of how i treated you in the past and how i shudnt deserve this?
Many people told me what shyt stuff u told dem about me.do you know how i felt that time? let me tell u,you dont know me.

For the first few times you backstabbed,ppl came up to me telling me what you told em,and dat dey wont change their impression on me,i felt better.
but do you know you did dis for so many days on me,everywhere,any time,you thought i were so dumb to not know anything?

People offered me to lemmi complain it to the teacher,even the teacher asked to know what you did to me,do you know what?i decided to not tell the teacher about it,let you dis idiot have a chance to change?i guess i was just wrong.

But guess what,after last term,around the starting of this term,i asked you;WHY you had to do those stuff to me,you told me, i got do dat to you meh? Really arh!? i didnt wad.
Sorry but i aint dat dumb,and now,you wanna do it again isit?

You dont know how bad i felt the other time you did dat to me okay,i told only my best friends how i felt,not everything of how i felt,some feelings just cant be described.
I couldnt sleep at night,cant concentrate in anything,always thinking dat dere will be a day you d change and come up to me to apologise.
i guess you arent dat kinda person,i was so wrong to see you as a friend in the past.
Sucking up wont bring you true friends.they'll find you irritating one day,ya noe?
And when you backstab and deny,you re lying to yourself,and it sucks.
At least i din backstab you,i m telling the truth and "you din do anything wad ;D",at least for what YOU think.

I just hope all my true friends' friendship with me would last a lifetime.
I just like keeping stuff to myself most of the times.
And i realised how important my parents and friends are right now.
I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!!Thx for being there for me.

i just wanna let you friends know,every little ting you ever did for me is recorded in my little mind.you ppl rock! ;D
Anyway,arts fest's a blast/
and claire's my saucy beholder!

you friends are;-
my day maker,my entertainer,my listening ear,everything i d share with,my secret holder,my everything!
there are so mani things i just cant type dem all out,i just love all of you,good/best friends!