.Friday, March 19, 2010 ' 3:28:00 PM Y
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I still taste everything as bitter.
I thought i could make things better because i was already changing.
I felt the numbness in my heart from your sudden change in mood.
I know i used to have character problems,but so what,give yourself a chance to believe me can't you?
The weather is going according to whatever i m feeling inside,well,i'm crushed to bits.
I only have me and myself to support myself to get up again.
Can't this process be sped up any faster?
Please open your eyes bigger,can't you see i'm already trying very hard?
Can you ask me before jumping into conclusions and turn everything upside down?
I'm really not that kind of person.
I wanted to make you happy today,that was it.
You're not giving me any space to have a chance to prove anything to you.
I know it isn't easy on you either,but please talk things out nicely first?
I am going to do whatever it takes to prove it to you.
But one thing for sure is that i am not as strong a person you want me to be.
That i can't change.
