.Thursday, March 18, 2010 ' 11:30:00 PM Y
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Today,i think i did quite well in controlling my negative speech at least.
Well,i was always very close from saying something negative out before i gave a second thought about what i was going to say.
The second thought part worked,but seems like in this way my brain would soon burst open.
Time,i just need time.
I hope just soon i ll be able to close the gate from allowing the negative thoughts fill my mind.
It feels horrible,i cannot say them out.
But i guess its supposed to be a good thing since it'll all go away after some time?
Well,rachael seems happy about my improvement.
I realised almost everyday she had to tell me to stop being negative.the 14 hours i spent with her,no such thing being mentioned (:
Does someone out there understand how i feel?
Well,i just wonder if you can see or feel the difference?
The feeling i get controlling and thinking through my thoughts before i say just makes me feel like pulling out my hair,frustrating.
All i know is that i am trying my best.
Hope there would be good results to these actions.
Someone encourage and give me assurance,please?
